Minamalas'

I really love this song by Mojofly, it is entitled Minamalas. When the first time I heard it, it reminds me of some of my bad friends hahaha... but still I consider them as my "OLD FRIEND".

The lyrics of this song fits on what I want to say to them. I don't really hate them because I don't want to keep hatred in my heart, it will only make me ugly. I just want to dedicated this song to them, so that they will know that they are so hard to be with. I feel Unlucky to have them in my life, though I know God has a plan for me, so I just go with the flow. 

Here it goes,

Minamalas

Ang ugali mo'y iba

Hindi bagay sa'ting dalawa

Pakiusap sana

Makisama ka naman

Huwag kang balahura

Ayoko na ang labo mo

Pag maginaw naiinitan ka

Minamalas

Kasi wala na akong mahanap na iba

May mga taong katulad mo

Mahirap kausapin

Konti ang pasensya

Isa ka na sa kanila

Di ka naman mahiyain

Itong masasabi ko sa'yo

Ang ugali mo'y iba

Hindi bagay sa'ting dalawa

Pakiusap sana

Makisama ka naman

Huwag kang balahura

Ayoko na ang labo mo

Pag maginaw naiinitan ka

Minamalas

Kasi wala na akong mahanap na iba

Hindi ko gusto

Ang pagtitig mo sa akin

Walang pagkakaiba

Kahit pag magkasama

Di ka naman mahiyain

Itong masasabi ko sa'yo

Ang ugali mo'y iba

Hindi bagay sa'ting dalawa

Pakiusap sana

Makisama ka naman

Huwag kang balahura

Ayoko na ang labo mo

Pag maginaw naiinitan ka

Minamalas

Kasi wala na akong mahanap na iba

May lunas ba

Magagamot pa ba kaya

Kung hahayaan ko

Paano na

Ang ugali mo'y iba

Hindi bagay sa'ting dalawa

Pakiusap sana

Makisama ka naman

Huwag kang balahura

Ayoko na ang labo mo

Pag maginaw naiinitan ka

Minamalas

Kasi wala na akong mahanap na iba

Minamalas...

Ako'y minamalas...

Ako'y minamalas...

Ako'y minamalas..

 I believe in the saying that "You cannot please anybody!" and I am aware of that. I don't want to please them too. I just want to have a normal life, wish they can handle their attitude as well as they handle their faces. Hahahaha.

Attitude Problem'

Attitude Problem'

Halos lahat ata meron Attitude Problem'. Pero syempre depende pa din sa tao yon' kung pano nya ihandle yung mga ganung problema. May times na pwede pa matolerate pero kadalasan hindi na kaya ihandle.

May kaofficemate kasi ako. Nung una naman okay naman kami' as in close kamil, daldalan kami ng kung ano-ano. Masaya lang walang stress. Then ngkaron ng transition. nawala yung isa sa leader namin tapos sya na yung pumalit. Dun nagsimula yung lahat. Nagkaron ng mga hindi pagkakaintindihan. Nakapag bitaw ng masasakit na salita. Pero nung napag usapan na namin un. Nagkaron ng hingian ng sorry. Sabi nya non' my "GAP" na daw kami starting that day. Pero kabaligtaran nangyari, mas naging pala kwento sya. Mas naging madikit. Naiintindihan ko naman kasi mahirap magtrabaho ng my kagalit.

Pero biglang nagbago ulit. Nagalit sya sa mga jokes nung mga kaworkmate namin. Simula nun' umiwas na sya. Ramdam namin yung tensyon. Pinipilit ko sya kausapin kung ano yung problema nya. Pero hindi nya sinasabi. Hanggang sa nabasa ko nalang sa blog nya lahat ng galit nya. Galit na galit sya. Hindi sya makaget over dun sa dati naming issue na inayos namin nuon. Dala padin nya hanggang ngayon. Kahit anong pilit namin makipag ayos. Wala sarado na sya. Hindi ko tuloy alam kung sino samin ang my problema eh.

Lumala na sya ng husto hanggang sa mga post nya sa blog nya. Nilalait nya kami. Isa isa pa nya kami dinescribe sa mga readers nya. Ako daw ay Noisy Kettle! Well, Tama ka dyan teh' maingay naman talaga ako' inaantok kasi ako pag hindi maingay. Dun naman sa sinasabi mo na "sees herself as a smart one but the fact is she doesn’t know how to correct her grammar" Hindi ko hiniling sayo ayusin yung grammar ko' Masyado ka lang maarte sa pag pili ng word. kahit isang word lang na may mabago ka feeling mo buong grammar na mali ko' eh synonyms lang din naman pinalit mo. Haha
Pasyensya na ha! Perpekto ka kasi. hahaha Naisip kaya nya panu idescribe yung sarili nya?

Gustu mo describe din kita?
Wag nalang hindi ko na gagawin yung ginawa mo' Dyan ka masaya eh!

 Naisip kaya nya kung sya ba bully din? Eh mas malakas pa nga sya mambully eh. Sabi nga nya ngayon lang daw sya naka encounter ng ganung mga tao. Kami din naman ngayon lang nakatagpo ng tulad nya? Hindi maka sabay sa agos. Pikon at masyadong maramdamin.


Ako din naman pikon at maramdamin. Pero hindi ako yung tipo na kikimkimin ko ng matagal yung galit. Kasi alam ko sa sarili ko ako din ang mahihirapan. Maasar lang ako lalo at ako ang talo. Hindi din healthy. Maapektuhan ang trabaho ko at ang performance ko.

Well, paalala ko lang sayo hindi lahat ng tao perpekto. Kahit sarili mo. Kaya wag ka mag malinis. Kung anuman yung nasabi ko before, totoo naman lahat yun. Kaya ka nga nagagalit eh' kasi totoo diba? Hanggang ngayun nagrereflect. Pero sabi ko nga nakaraan na yun' wala na sakin yun. Kasi nagsorry na ko sayo nun. Tinapos ko na yun dun. Ewan ko ba bakit ikaw dala mo pa din hanggang ngayon.

Hindi lang ikaw ang nahihirapan pakisamahan ka' kung alam mo lang. Pero sakin kahit anu pa sabihin mo wala na ko pakelam'. Hindi naman ako sasaya kung ikaw ang iisipin ko! Kaya ko lang sinulat to kasi alam ko babasahin mo. haha


Wish ko lang maka get over kana'
pray for you' totoo yan!
Syanga pala'
Saludo din sayo middle finger ko eh' para patas tau!

Happy Mother's day Mama

For the the girl who always stay by my side through ups and down!
For the girl who did everything just to finish my study,
For the girl that always understand and have a lot of patience for me,
For the girl who teaches me what is right and wrong and guide me through my decision,
For the girl that is taking care my son right now

I love you!

I may not be very vocal to say how much I love you.
I may not be a good daughter to you.
I may not did what your dreams for me.
I may not be the one who always check up on you.

but, I am the one who is very thankful to have you as my mother'
Thank you for everything and everything.
How I wish I can do my best to give you the life that you've been wishing for.
I will do my best for you and I will never leave you ma'
Always remember that I will take care of you up to the last minute.
 I love you forever and ever..


muaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahh..

This is my favorite song for you'



Happy, to let you know
You make me glow
I feel so good, it's true
So glad that I have you
You love me so
Now all is bright

I'll always thank you for the glow
And thank you for the joy
Thank you for the love you give to me
I'm glowing, glowing inside
With your love shining through
Thank you for everything you do
I'm glowing inside because of you

Remember, my growing years
They're filled with joy
Because you're there for me
You cast my fears away
You wipe those tears
You gave me strength each day

I thank you for the glow
And thank you for the joy
Thank you for the love you give to me
I'm glowing, glowing inside
With your love shining through
Thank you for everything you do
I'm glowing inside because of you

Who knows of what tomorrow brings
My glowing wings can make me fly
I'll reach and now I touch the sky
Because of you I'll sore up high
So I must

Thank you for the glow
And thank you for the joy
Thank you for the love you give to me
I'm glowing, glowing inside
With your love shining through
Thank you for everything you do
I'm glowing inside because of you